3 Days and counting

I have 3 days til I fly back to Ohio and get to hug and kiss my son that I havent seen in over a month. I can not even begin to explain how much I have missed him and really cannot wait to see him. We either talk or text everyday. He lost, well actually pulled 2 teeth yesterday. He is so cute and I bet he has grown so much since I last saw him. I really dont know if I can handle being away from them every summer or holidays that they are with their dad. My daughter came with me to Florida and finally has made some friends but they are only here for the summer with their dad. School will be starting soon so that will help them meet kids their age. I do have a hard decision that needs to be made rather soon and that is if I am going to leave them in Ohio with their dad and give myself time to save money to get a place of our own since things are not working out living with the boyfriend. I just dont know that I would be happy without my kids. They are what keeps me sane and keeps me going from day to day.