Thursday, July 23, 2009

Me and Florida

I recently moved to the Florida Keys and moved in with my boyfriend. It took 3 weeks to realize that I couldnt live with him. I have a job here and love it here but not the living arrangements. He is a little too high maintenance for me and I dont have the patience to deal with it. Him and I had a talk and agreed that living together was not good because we would just end up hating each other. I fly back to Ohio on July 29th to get my son that stayed there with his dad and bring both him and my daughter back down here but I cannot stay living where I am due to the issues I am having with my boyfriend. So I really dont know if I am going to be able to come back down here to the job that I have. I dont have enough money to get a place of my own down here, its so expensive. I have looked around Ft Lauderdale or the Daytona area and the rent is a little cheaper there but I still dont have the money to move again. I am not sure what I am going to do. I do not want to stay in Ohio. I cannot go through another winter there. I have had 2 neck surgeries that ended with 2 metal plates and 8 screws in my neck. I also just recently in March '09 had surgery on my lower back, thankfully no other hardware was put into my body.
I am just so confused on what to do that its all I think about anymore. I feel like I have failed but in reality the move to Florida didnt fail it was the relationship that failed and that happens everyday.
I had one offer from an acquaintance that said he would pay for me to move and stay in Florida with one catch that he move in with me because he wants to be with me. I said thanks but no thanks. Thats like jumping from the skillet straight into the fire. Why would I move in with someone that I dont know that well when it didnt work with the person I thought I knew.
I am going to post another blog on the things that my bf did in 3 weeks that made me realize that I couldnt live with him and that I never want to live with anyone EVER again.

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